Weary

Running a company is no joke. I grow tired very easily and I just need to rest. I try to not think about work when I reach home.

Sometimes I find it marvellous that some people can detach themselves from their work when they reach their homes. I find it to be a challenge and it seems difficult to not reflect on the day's happening.

And not only that, I have a little one growing in me. I hope all my complex thoughts do not transcend to him. I try not to think so that I won't grow a strand of white hair and I don want to worry about anything else but my growing family.

I don't know how people with four children can don work and just wait around for a job. I find it difficult. The road has been challenging but God has been gracious. I hear about how D has so much on her plate at Cell group and yet she still serves the Lord. What are my problems compared to her's?

Guess I am just feeling melancholic nowadays. But yeah, I can still count my blessings. I have a lovely husband and a beautiful family and not much to worry about a roof over my head and food on my plate. I should learn to be contented.